Extraordinary Stories That Touch The Heart And Challenge The Mind
July 9, 2013
I just finished writing a novel, and Iíve sent it off to my agent.
How easy it was to write that sentence. It doesnít convey the agony I went through writing that book. Itís called THE MINDS OF DEVIANT WOMEN, and itís based on the true story of Carrie Buck who was forcibly sterilized in the 1920s because she was deemed (erroneously) to be feebleminded.
Itís a good book and worth reading, so I hope you will do that when it is published. It took me forever to do all the research, and I kept changing things around as I wrote it, then I would get a new insight and start all over again. I became obsessed with the project and started neglecting things like housework and grocery shopping and eating, not to mention Facebook and Twitter and my blog.
None of that is unusual for me. I do that with every book. Maybe this time was a little worse because the research was a bit more of a challenge than usual, and because I tried a format Iíve never used before.
Now that itís done, I feel as if Iím emerging from a cave. Not a dark cave but an interesting and bizarre one. It was scary sometimes in that cave because there were labyrinths at every turn, and there were days when I thought I would never re-emerge with my mind intact. Itís always that way for me, and itís always the case that the farther along I get in the book, the deeper into the cave I go.
Iím out now, though, and it will take me some time to get used to what most people call the real world. I spent all day doing gardening and housework. I called someone on the phone, and responded to some e-mail. All of that seems so strange to me because I did it without thinking constantly of my characters. I am in the real world completely, giving it my full attention. Iíve done that for two days now. Itís kind of refreshing and restful.
But thereís another cave out there. I already know who is inside. I know their names, and I know they want me to tell their story. I just donít know what their story is yet. By the beginning of next week, Iíll step into the first level of the cave and find the labyrinth. Iíll stick my head out from time to time until I get in so deeply that there will be no way out except to finish another book.
For the next five or six days, though, Iím going to live fully in the real world and pretend Iím normal.
February 28, 2012
I didnít mean to do it!
I wanted Dr.Alexandra Gladstone out there investigating Alvina Elwoldís murder day after day, but alas she was felled (more…)